Truly bad writing

I woke up in my comfortable chair
Drank some coffee, and I wished you were there
But I don't even know who you are
I've been content to wait and see if you appear
It's nothing to pretend that I'm alright

Another day without you
Another night alone
I'm waiting for the day I find you
Waiting when I get home
Another week it passes
Months turn into a year
If I'd get off my ass
I might run into you out there

It's easier to wait here
Pretend that no one cares
I claim I'm being patient
It's hard to say I'm scared

Another day without you
Another night alone
Another week it passes
With me waiting by the phone
The silence watches with me
As no one makes the call
But no one is exactly who
I expected all along